Landon

I have been doing a lot of reflecting lately with the realization that our time with Landon as an only child is coming to an end. I know this is not a sad thing, however I have been overwhelmed with emotions lately of how grateful I am for the last 16 months and for the special amount of one on one time we have had together. Landon is the most incredible blessing that Peter and I have ever even imagined. He is the first one to make me a mom and I will never forget that moment. I struggle with the idea of being able to split my time between two little boys and making sure that they both always feel loved and paid attention to. I never want Landon to feel neglected nor replaced yet I want our new little one to have the love and attention Landon has had as a baby too. I am sure I am over thinking this process way too much but I think it's normal to have so many thoughts about what changes another baby will bring to our lives. I am sure everything will be fine and both our boys will be loved more than they would probably even want. For now though we are spending a good amount of quality time as a family of three. We have been to the zoo, a kiddie water park at a near by rec center, and we even took Landon to a matinee movie. I love our little family and I know it will only get better and more fun as we add more to it. With all the time I have had to think about Landon's life so far I decided I wanted to do something special for him to be able to look back on. So I put together a small video of Landon and the fun times we have had together so far. Let me be the first one to say I am no pro when it comes to movie making and this was the first time I have ever made anything like this, but I thought it would be a fun little thing for our family to be able to watch and remember. Anyway here it is: